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Homeless at Christmas


Murmur of voices and soft lights,

Christmas trees and coloured balls,

Shapes dancing on the curtained windows:

The cheerful creations of Christmas.



Soft footfall, head down, plodding -

Not looking, but knowing the scene:

Not wanting to look, but needing to belong

And have a nicely-bricked address.



Tears of the heart, neither love nor hate

But longing - deep drive for belonging:

Stepping sadly, no price for a haircut,

Nor money for food, nor bed, nor shave.



Passing the church and the lytch-gate,

He is drawn to the yellow-wreathed door;

Hears the soft choir and the calling voice:

"My dear friends, welcome and thank you!"

Chris Green




Poem Background info: For me the loneliest time was Christmas when I was homeless; it is a time when the lack of a home or close family is especially painful. I did not, and do not, like Christmas as such because the enforced jollity makes me depressed. What I missed when I was homeless was the sense of 'belonging' somewhere, somewhen, somehow, with someone.